The Academy Awards are over, and they were honestly pretty queer. The Shape of Water, a movie featuring a gay character and lots of queer themes took house the awards for Best Picture and Best Director. A Fantastic Female– featuring transgender star Daniela Vega– won Finest Foreign Language Movie. Call Me by Your Name, another queer story, won Finest Adjusted Screenplay. And last year, Moonlight, the story of a gay black male’s journey through poverty, toxic masculinity, and his sexual identity won Finest Image. Queer stories are ending up being an accepted and frequently happening part of Hollywood films and media. LGBTQ characters have formally become part of the mainstream.
It’s more then we had when I was a kid, that’s for sure. A boost in representation does not necessarily imply everybody is seeing characters on screen that they’re able to identify with. Growing up I would watch Will & & Grace and discover myself entirely unable to relate to it. I would instead predict queer identities onto characters in Francis Ford Coppola’s The Outsiders and the X-Men. When I was particularly sad I envisioned the kind of life I could have if I escaped to 1960s Tulsa, Oklahoma to reside in a flop home that was specifically populated by troubled hunks. I discovered more about my identity recontextualizing the characters in the X-Men movies and comics than I did from seeing straight stars play gay in Brokeback Mountain.
In 2015, with this concept in mind, I created a show called Queer Film Theory 101 to check out how heteronormative media influenced the identities of LGBTQ writers, comics, and organizers. I reached out to some of my preferred queer performers about their experience reinterpreting media for the queer gaze.
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< source media="(max-width: 65.625 em )”srcset =” https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468350432-Jes.jpeg?resize=1050:*, https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468350432-Jes.jpeg?resize=1575:* 2x “> Photo by Jeffrey Mosie Jes Tom, Comedian and Author I believe the first thing that made me feel queer was 2004 movie variation of Phantom of the Opera. To me specifically that version of Phantom of the Opera is an unrequited lesbian love story. The character of Meg is the primary character and her buddy Christine is hopelessly straight and constantly abused by cis straight guys. And it’s sort of about Meg attempting to conserve her from the specter of heterosexuality. I had actually never ever been in a relationship and everything I had actually ever understood was loving my straight friend or like, ladies in my math class. And I truly related to that unrequited experience. I matured seeing Xena: Warrior Princess, and I was always interested by her and her relationship with Gabrielle. I didn’t realize until much later on that it was sort of a piece of gay media.
< source media ="(max-width: 53.125 em )" srcset =" https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=850:*, https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=1275:* 2x"> < source media= "( max-width: 65.625 em )"srcset=" https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=1050:*, https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=1575:* 2x" >< source media ="(min-width: 65.625 em )"srcset="https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=1050:*, https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468379110-Sam.jpeg?resize=1575:* 2x" > Picture by Nicolas Maloof Sam Taggart, Comic Strangely, I would say that Mulan was very first thing I watched and felt like,”Oh, I can relate to this.”I matured doing a lot of sports in rural Virginia. I was always attempting to “pass “as straight in these truly straight male areas and I remember hiding who I was and trying to butch up my vibe. I understand this is actually trite but also secretly enjoyed a ton of Sex and the City. I could not talk about it with anybody though! I didn’t speak with anybody I grew up with about it. I was extremely dedicated to the concept of having 2 really separate lives. When I realized it was composed by a gay person, it gave way more sense why I liked it a lot. I couldn’t ask for the seasons on DVD since I seemed like my trick would be exposed, so I would like stream it online. I didn’t actually come out to my good friends till college when I was like, 20, and then my moms and dads when I resembled, 24. I was likewise constantly a big fan of sci-fi and dream. Samwise Gamgee was an early crush for me. Frodo and Sam’s friendship was so caring. I thought, How do I get a relationship this? The duality of Spider-Man’s life was also a thing. I seemed like I was incredible inside but likewise needed to conceal parts of myself. Sort of balancing weirdly high confidence and low self-confidence at the very same time.
< source media= "( max-width: 65.625 em )"srcset= "https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468417874-Sarah.jpeg?resize=1050:*, https://video-images.vice.com/_uncategorized/1520468417874-Sarah.jpeg?resize=1575:* 2x "> Picture by Jenni Walkowiak Sarah Kennedy, Comic and Author It’s so funny but the very first thing made me think about queerness was actually Xena. It’s now ended up being apparent but at the time when I was growing up it was all subtext. It truly helped me process sensations that I couldn’t necessarily challenge directly. It was so subtle. After Xena ended I was sort of without a program until I began viewing Star Trek: Voyager, and I swear during the last season they were amping up this sexual tension-filled relationship between Captain Janeway and 7 of Nine. And I would view it and resemble,” Is everyone seeing this?”There’s a lot of characters that I determined with growing up. There’s a method you can read Glee where there’s a lot of queerness in Rachel Berry. There was a fandom for a long time rooting for Quinn and Rachel to obtain together when you see it that way it makes the character of Rachel a lot more intriguing and sympathetic. This dynamic sort of translates over to the whole Taylor Swift and Karlie Kloss shippers. I swear Karlie is going to come out any day now.